Putus..

Ha ah..


dah putus..


nak buat camne..


dah ditakdirkan begitu..


nangis pon x guna... x dapat kembali kan keadaan asal..


terima je lah kenyataan yanggg.....


SLIPAR FEBERET GUA PUTUS.... Arghhhhhhhhhhhh...



**awat?.. lu igt gua dgn anuar putus kah?.. skandel buat ada2 kat opis ni mana leh putus... coz bukan gua couple dgn dia pon... cuma dua minggu ni putus komunikasi je dgn dia... dah xde dah aksi drama sandiwara semasa mcm selalu tu... ada lah haritu dia tegur gua kat punch card (seperti biasa... kata cinta punch card...hahahahaha)...



**gua igt gua dh abis dah pasal anuar ni... tapi, bila baca nama dia kat msg je jantung gua laju balik... dammittt... lu org pernah rasa gini x?

sound direct dr pumpkin

"nyah.. nape ko dah berubah sampai jadi gini ni?"

gua kompius... bila gua berubah?.. bukan sama je ke..

"apa yg berubah?"

punpkin gelak... "ko terlebih barbie nya.." pumpkin gelak sakan... gua join gelak jugak... sebab gua rasa apa dia cakap tu betul... ha ah... gua mcm terlebih barbie plak... tinggal kuis2 rambut je dah sebijik... haha...

ooomaaiiigod!!!!!!...

gua tgh pintal2 hujung rambut sambil pikir apa nak taip... vavi... mak so barbie nyah now... what done happening ni?.. why me becoming soft?.. oh no... hahahaha... ada gua kesah?.. tiada bukan?... hahahaha...

**sebagai penutup... gua hidangkan pic ni... hehehehe...






**gua sebenarnya ada imaginary life... hahahaha... gua selalu imagine gua ada bf yg kacak, caring, kaya, setia, hormat gua sebagai perempuan, hormat parents gua dan parents dia,beragama dan cerdik (sah laki gini x wujud bukankan?... hahahaha).. owww and imaginary bf gua (IBF), nama dia Iskandar... hahahahahaha... nama budak nakal bukan?.. tp comel dihati gua... hahahahaha... owww... by the way, IBF gua kem salam kat lu org... hahahahahahaha...

luahan rasa semata..

gua nak luahkan kan fesbuk xleh sbb ramai sgt yg buat... kang offensive lak statement gua.. ramai yg terguris jiwa kang.. hahahaha... kat sini xpe... sbb klu x suka then jgn baca.. ye x?

gua rasa.... tudung zaman skang ni makin lama makin pelik.. leher terdedah... dada terpampang... telinga kelihatan... siap tunjuk earring panjang bergayut kat telinga yg hampir rebeh tu.. and dan2 skang dah ada batu besar hujung tudung cam chandelier dah gua rasa... hahahaha...

ok fine.. gua tau ramai yg akan start defensive and x puas hati dgn mengeluarkan statement "ala kan x nampak rambut.. dosa nampak rambut dah xde..."... terpulang.. sape gua pon nak judge lu... gua cuma judge tudung lu yg x rupa tudung tu je...

cuma.. gua rasa lawak... so bila lu org nak start pakai tudung yg ada lampu liplap plak?.. yg ada muzik tema ke... yg ble tukar2 cam transformer ke... hahahahahhaha...

gua rasa tudung canggih yg gua ble terima akal cuma tudung yg macam bibik indon pakai tu... yg main sarung je tu... klu pandai pilih then lu xde ah nampak cam bibik.. tu tahap max canggih dah bg gua... x perlu lah chandelier bagai ni... pelik... pastu hujung chandelier kat atas nenen... hahahahaha...


**fine... gua x pki tudung... tp atleast bila gua pki tudung gi kerja, gua pastikan tudung gua mencapai tahap piawaian sahsiah rupa diri IPTA.. x menjolok mata and x mengundang upat keji caci maki org... and x mengaibkan family gua.. selain tu, x menggundang org tenung dada gua dgn penuh nafsu seperti seolah2 gua gantung sepanduk kat dada tulis "sila berimaginasi".. benar bukan??

dulu dan sekarang hidup gua..

Dulu… gua tulis blog sebab nak lepas kan geram gua untuk ex gua… gua xnak org tersalah langkah macam gua.. itu je motif… satu entry je.. picit sini..

Pastu.. bila feedback ok.. and ilham bertambah… gua jadi gegel dan terus menulis walaupon cerita macam gampang dan x masuk akal.. picit sini plak..

Skang.. gua tulis entry sbb klu gua x tulis nanti kawan gua bebel… hahahahahaha




dulu.. gua tulis blog, suma ada berbaur benci dan sangat avril..

pastu.. kehidupan sedikit kacau... maka menjana transformasi

skang.. gua half-half.. diluar Avril... didalam Barbie... hahahahahahaha




dulu.. gua selalu biarkan org ranapkan hati gua.. gua suka pujuk hati sendiri.. bertahan selagi boleh..

pastu.. gua jadi penat.. gua jadi berani... gua kuatkan hati..

skang... berani ah buat kalau gua x lepaskan Cekodok utk cacatkan lu tahap x dapat zuriat saje ah tu.. hahahahaha... (budget cekodok gua serigala...hahaha)




dulu.. gua suka main kad snap or donkey

pastu... negara bertambah maju..so kena upgred kan diri

skang.. gua main solitaire kat komputer... hahaha




dulu.. gua buta IT..

pastu... gua cuba majukan diri..

skang.. gua dah tau yg rupanya cahaya kat skrin laptop ni ble di-adjust..(serious gua mati2 igt laptop gua ada kuasa kuda sampai tahap silau yg membutakan... hahahaha... err gua baru tau ble adjust 3 bulan lepas..)




dulu.. gua xde pemandangan yg ble mencuci mata gua bila gua bosan dan x larat nak membaca..

pastu... gua berhijrah tempat kerja..

skang... gua hari2 usha anuar yg muka xde lah kacak mana pon... ok lah dari xde langsung... hahahahahaha... (ayat cover padahal hati bunga2 dan jari kuis2 meja)




dulu... selagi x 2-3 pagi, susah je gua nak tido... mata macam berpesta xmau tido..

pastu.. gua dihadiahkan dgn keje yg berlambak..

skang... kol 9pm gua dah tido ape kes???... ni pon dh terlajak dh timing... dammmittt...





dulu.. gua sunyi

pastu... tuhan temukan penghibur gua...

skang... gua ada cekodok... I LOVE U bebeh... MUAaaaaaHHhhhh...

gua x pasti dia merempit katne sampai comot gini... hahaha..

**gua nak tido dah... lu org bagai mana pula??.. hahahahaha

makcik sape ah diaorg ni..

soalan teka teki gua... banyak2 makcik... makcik sape yg bizibodi and suka buat andaian klu lelaki and perempuan jalan bersama sure tgh couple????..


jawapannya ialah......



makcik gomen.. hahahahahaha

Gua x kisah..

Gua x kisah atau dalam bahasa omputih nya I Dont Care... hahahaha..

A very catchy song.. for those yg suka girl power kind of song, sila dgr lagu ni..


**sila jgn bgtau org gua upload vid lagu gini... jatuh status gua yg mcm avril ni... hahahahahahaha.. skang gua rasa gua nya ciri2 barbie dalaman gua dah mula berleluasa.. ingat senang ke nak maintain Avril diluar barbie didalam ni???... macam haram... hahahahaha







I dont care 2ne1

[CL]
Hey playboy
It’s about time
And your times up
I had to do this one for my girl you know
That’s the only way you boys learn

[Minji]
I can’t ever forgive you for that lipstick on your collar
Every day, your phone’s always off
It doesn’t seem like you’re going to change oh oh

[Sandara]
All those girlfriends you call “friends”
Don’t think of me in the same way as them, I won’t let it fly
From now on, do as you want, I’m going to stop caring
For some time I really loved you but oh

[CL]
Sometimes you get drunk, and call me, now it’s 5:30 am
Again you say another girl’s name no

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e

[Minji]
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minji]
Stealing glances at other girl’s legs
You’re so so hopeless
Everyday you take off your couple ring, and secretly go on a blind date
I don’t think that I’ll be able to take it anymore oh oh oh

[Sandara]
My friends say that you’re not really worth it
You even went to your wolf-like friends for advice but
I’d rather keep it simple, I’m too good for you
I believed you were my love but oh oh

[CL]
Today you said you were busy, I tried phoning you but
As expected, in the background I heard a girl’s laugh oh no

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e

[Sandara]
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
cause I don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

[Minji]
Because of you, I remember crying till dawn boy
I regret every time I think about you when my heart was too easy, huh boy?
I’m too good to throw away and too boring to have
You should’ve treated me better when we were together why are you clinging to me now

[CL]
You fooled me with your lies hundreds of times
From today on, I’ll be a bad girl who makes guys cry
Now without a single tear, I’ll laugh at you
Loser who’s inside a game called love
Get on your knees and take me back
If not, get out of my sight right now

[Bom]
I don’t care, I’ll stop caring about what you’re doing wherever you are
From now on I really don’t care, I’ll get out of the way
From now on don’t come to me and cry, and cling on
cause don’t care e e e e e e
cause don’t care e e e e e e
Boy I don’t care

Apa salah dia??

seperti biasa.. balik keje.. nampak je bumbung rumah gua dah igt katil je.. ngantuk siot.. buat research sejam je.. main game yg lama.. penat tu weiiii... jenuh gua main sorority life collect baju sexy2...

parking je keta gua terus kuar sambil heret beg tgn a.k.a beg kaki pon ble thn gak coz gua selalu seret je... hahahahaha...

disebalik dinding umah gua jelas dgr suara bapak gua.. agak nyaring dan menakutkan... gua toleh blakang.. dari celahan pokok gua nampak keta mak gua ada.. meaning mak gua dah balik..

gua telan liur..

x pernah dgr bapak gua jerit2 gitu..


"ko ble kutip kain baju ko semua.. berambus.. buat malu family je.. kau tau kan kita dgn dia tu x setaraf??.. berambus..".. tengking bapak gua..


gua toleh belakang lg.. dari celahan pokok gua nampak juga keta abg gua.. to make sure gua x perlu toleh lg, gua check sekali keta adik gua... ADA... ok fine... kompem bukan mak gua dia marah... sure adik gua atau abang gua... tapi abg gua dah kawen.. so kalau part darjat bagai ni sure adik gua..

isshhhh... sejak bila bapak gua gila harta ni???? gua dgr lagi jeritan


"dah.. dah... xyah mintak maaf... aku x hingin tgk muka ko lagi... pergilah ikut minah yg ko tergila2kan tu.. buat malu aku je... apa aku nak cakap dgn kawan2 aku kalau diaorg dapat tau??? malu tau.. x standard.." jerit bapak gua lagi... gua dah ter-ketar2.. nak masuk umah ke nak cabut??


"xyah nak nangis.. huh!!... apa pegang2 aku ni... blah... gi kutip kain baju ko tu... berambus!!!"..

gua telan liur.. tetibe gua dengar suara mak gua mencelah...



"dah lah tu bang... kucing tu bukan tau ape.. dah kucing betina sebelah tu panggil2 ajak manja2.. dia ON je lah... " pujuk mak gua


"mana boleh.. xde betina lawa sikit ke nak bawak balik??.. xde kelas betul.."balas bapak gua...

laaaa... kucing rupanya... penat je gua cemas... dgn langkah longlai, gua masuk umah and sambung tido...


**cekodok?.. ada je kat umah.. dah dapat pengampunan barangkali...